"She believed in dreams all right, but she also believed in doing something about them. When Prince Charming didn't come along, she went over to the palace and got him." - Walt Disney
My name is Weina.
The most beautiful things in the world are felt with the heart.
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Somethings are just beautiful.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
I stumbled upon this on the web. It brought tears into my eyes, maybe I'm too emotional.
They have been married for two years. He loves literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography and he handles their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives in to her.
Today, she’s being willful again.
Her: “Why can’t you be the photographer for my friend’s wedding? She promised she’d pay.”
Him: “I don’t have time that day.”
Her: “Humph!”
Him: “Huh?”
Her: “Don’t have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need.”
Him: “I… someone will definitely recognize my work some day.”
Her: “Humph! I don’t care, you’ll have to do it for her!”
Him: “No.”
Her: “Just this once?”
Him: “No.”
Negotiation’s broken. So, she gave the final warning: “Give me a Yes within three days, or else…”
First day, she “withheld” the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television, hi-fi… Except the double bed, to show her “benevolence”.
Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn’t mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.
Second day, she conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets and warned, “Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences.”
He’s nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that she’ll end this state. She doesn’t give a damn. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.
Third day, night. On the bed. He’s lying on the bed, looking to one side. She’s lying on the bed, looking to the other side.
Him: “We need to talk.”
Her: “Unless it’s about the wedding, forget it.”
Him: “It’s something very important.”
She remains silent.
Him:”Let’s get a divorce.”
She did not believe her ears.
Him: “I got to know a girl.”
She’s totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt wet. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that’s the only place she didn’t go through yesterday. How careless.
Him: “She’s a nice girl.”
Her tears fell.
Him: “She has a good personality too.”
She’s heartbroken because he puts a photo of some other girl close to his heart.
Him: “She says that she’ll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married.”
She’s very jealous because she said the same thing in the past.
Him: “She loves me truly.”
She wishes to sit up and scream at him “Don’t I?”
Him: “So, I think she won’t force me to do something that I don’t want to do.”
She’s thinking, but the rage won’t subside.
Him: “Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?”
Her: “…!”
He brings the photo before her eyes. She’s in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face.
He sighs. She cries.
He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back under the blanket.
He turns off the light, and sleeps. She turns on the light, and sits up. He’s asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him.
She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a intimate talk with him. She doesn’t want to push him anymore. She stares at his chest. She wants to see how the girl looks.
She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh.
It’s a nicely taken photo. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and kissed him on his cheek.
He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.
“You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.”
Labels: story
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Tell me what you want to hear.

"Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination and dedication. Remember all things are possible for those who believe."
The week just started and I'm already sick of it. Mom says I complain too much. Maybe I do, but who doesn't? Who's content with their lives just as it is? There's always something to crib about isn't there.
We dissected goats' kidneys today. :) It was interesting, except that it smelt terrible. Ria took some pictures, I shall get them from her and post them up.
Got out IGCSE Final Art Design & Sculpture paper today. We have eight weeks to complete four prep sheets and on 19 April is the final exam. Eight hours. They reduced our exam timing and increased the amount of prep sheets due in. Cambridge...
They gave six options. Our school only provides us with four questions out of the six. I chose the question on designing a sunshade using reptile prints. Thus I've been researching on reptiles, printing materials and everything you can possibly imagine.
I stayed back for an hour today to do all that research. I was meant to stay back till 5pm but I told the teacher I had to go. I was lying, obviously. Who wants to stay back and listen to that woman's annoying voice? She's always nagging at us and telling us that we've not been working, not even on our Mock exam paper.
Went for yoga today. I love the feeling after yoga. I feel so refreshed and recharged. :) Whenever I skip yoga I feel so... just the opposite.
It's 9pm, currently watching Rogue Assassin on Star Movies.
Alright, it's another day tomorrow although everyday just crawls by. There's sports heats tomorrow. :)
Labels: Art, Biology, exams, slow, stay-back, yoga
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I'll sit on the front porch all night.
Sunday, February 7, 2010

Frozen strawberries and grapes. (ignore the Power Rangers bowl pattern) They look really appealing huh. :)
I realised that Blogger photos are tiny. It's posted under 'large' size but it's still so small, one major drawback about Blogger. Oh well, but I'm still staying true to Blogger (tsk, this sentence is solely for Lim Aizhen who's trying to sell Tumblr to me).
Alright, it's a Sunday today and tomorrow is the start of a new week, which also means one more week till mocks begin. I'm so nervous but I've prepared well, or so I think. My aims for the mocks are:
Eng Language: A*
Eng Literature: A
Mathematics: A*
Spanish: B
History: B
Chemistry: A
Physics: B
Biology: A
Art and Design: A*
I'm setting realistic goals for myself and I hope I can achieve that. Physics I'll probably get a C but I'll work harder I guess.
I spent 2 hours today studying. :) Got up at noon, had a quick breakfast before opening my literature notebooks. Copied notes from Maggie's notebook. So I spent half an hour on Literature. Went on to Physics and I read through Year 10 and 11 notes in an hour's time. :) Not bad. For the next half an hour, I read the History textbooks. They are mega thin ones so don't worry I didn't read the whole huge book.
Two hours gone just like that! And afterwards I did a mini self-manicure, cleaned up my nails, removed my nail-polish, moisturized and everything. Here I am blogging and talking to Dumisa on MSN. I miss her crazy laughs.
Oh I watched 'Fighting' last night. It fell short of my expectations. I expected a better story line and Harvey (the guy in the movie) talked like he was stoned 24/7. I mean, how slow does he speak! I'll give it a 6.5 out of 10 on account of Channing Tatum's hot bod. Teehee.
I'm currently downloading 'A Walk To Remember', it's almost done. Then I'll proceed to 'Ninja Cheerleaders'. Heard that it's a chick flick but I like, haha.
It's 3.26pm right now, I'm going to do some stuff before watching some movies. :)
Mom's baking pineapple tarts (yummmmmy), I shall go disturb her tsk.
Labels: aims, bake, Blogger, drawback, exams, manicure, movie, study, Sunday
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I'll wait by the railway lines for your train to come.
Saturday, February 6, 2010

"When his lips met mine, I knew that I could live to be a hundred and visit every country in the world, but nothing would ever compare to that single moment when I first kissed the man of my dreams and knew that my love would last forever." -Nicholas Sparks, Dear John
I need to shop. I've been browsing through blogshops (Singapore ones of course) which make heart ache to shop and my hands itch to buy clothes. All those dresses, tops, bottoms, shoes, necklaces, rings, bracelets and whatnot. Imagine if I ordered something online and they ask me for my address. I'll be like, "Oh I happen to live in India, just post it to New Delhi, thanks." That would be funny. Well, I just have to wait till winter to get over and summer to arrive. Then the place I love to shop would be filled with wonderful, brilliant, pretty, vibrant variety of clothes to buy. Oh man, just thinking about it makes me happy. :)
I'm currently into Photoshop editing as well. It's pretty interesting, I never knew Photoshop could make such a huge difference to the quality of a photo.
Also, Manchester United just won 5-0 after a match against Portsmouth. The Red Devils are simply awesome. \m/
My back hurts from sitting on the chair with the tablet on the coffee table. In addition, I'm having body ache again. All because of PE on Friday. We were running, high-jumping, long-jumping and short-putting. I guess I strained myself, tsk.
So I like to post. When I am bored. But I am going to watch Fighting. Soon. (download complete)
Labels: boredom, craving, edit, Man Utd, shopping, winner
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Don't let it slip right through your hands.
First time in a pretty long time that I've spent my weekend productively. Academic-wise. Slept like a log from 1am till 11am. Ten hours of non-stop sleep, replenished. :) Had pancakes for breakfast and afterward I sat down in my room and concentrated. It was about noon when I started working.
Continued with Chemistry notes and finished the Year 11 part of the revision. I'd done Year 10 notes yesterday. That took me an hour today. At 1pm, mom and dad were out, thus I took lunch for Weihan. Slacked for about an hour before starting on my Spanish revision. Re-wrote all my short essays and paragraphs for Spanish orals and writing. So now studying will be easier cos' I have all the passages in a book, organised. And I cheated a little, went on some free translation site to translate some sentences because I was far too lazy to check it up on the dictionary. So I spent another hour on Spanish.
So two hours of studying on Saturday. Then I started walking around the room, the house and slacked. I recently have a fetish for strawberries. I eat fresh ones and frozen ones. You should totally try frozen strawberries. A great alternative to ice cream!
'Sides, India strawberries are mad ugly. I mean, they don't look appealing or fresh like other countries'. Australian strawberries are amazing, dee bez. :) Plus the strawberries here rot so easily, you have to cut off all those yucky bits. A waste of time. I was eating strawberries from this plate when dad came in and he said, "Eat somemore, you're gonna be sooooo fat." Uh dad, like strawberries are fat?! And you say I have a normal family, haha.
Remember I mentioned the design I made for some competition? I showed my first drawing to dad and he scraped it. He said I'm a disgrace to Singapore, that my design sucked. So he gave me some advice and ideas. So I redid it and here it is:
Before - the one that got scraped

After - dad's idea, my skills
The second one actually looks better, I have to admit. Must be thanks to my skills man. Teehee.
Alright. It's 5pm, I'm downloading 'Fighting'. Channing Tatum ftw!! It's almost one third done. :) Currently watching Wipeout on AXN. It's crazy hilarious. I can laugh till my sides ache.
I'll be online the rest of the day. :)
Labels: Chemistry, fetish, productive, revise, Saturday, Spanish, strawberries, study
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It's like a million little stars spelling out your name.

"I am filled with what can only be described as relief. Relief that I got to this place, that this is my life." -Emily Giffin, Love The One You're With
My day went well. And I got through the fourth week of school, which seemed like the fourth month. I'm getting the hang of it, slowly falling into a weekday routine.
I studied a tad bit for Chemistry today. I've been studying recently, makes me feel good about myself. Like I'm achieving something, finally. My stress level has decreased, on account that I'm finally revising.
After studying for an hour, I started with 'Defeated Queen' series again, and I completed it! It's an amazing drama serial. Okay, it's more on romance and such but hey, that's what Taiwan dramas are famous for. Plus Ethan Ruan is simply irresistible. ;) That series made me cry so much, but I laughed as well (which made my mom think I'm mad). There are really really touching scenes in it too. Worth watching.
Next drama series I'm aiming for is "Next Stop... Happiness". I'll start after my mock exams. Or maybe a bit later after that. Even mom is chasing that series, except that it's meant to be extremely moving and my mom's the exact opposite of me. She is not emotional. She doesn't cry or even tear when there's a sad part of a movie or serial.
I guess people are made to be who they are. These personalities don't appear when someone's growing up neither is it trained out to become like that. They're just there. Inside of you. And if you haven't discovered that true person inside of you, go look for it. Because you never know what you may find... Don't hide yourself from anyone. Everyone has the right to be themselves. Don't live life under a mask, show your true self to the world. People may like it, people may not but so what? You are who you are.
Sorry for the preaching. I just feel like typing. :) And I'm currently watching Step Up 2: The Streets and the moral of the story is to be the true you.
It's 10.30pm here in Delhi.
I'll be revising most of tomorrow. I promised I'm going to study hard so I will.
Labels: Chemistry, drama, preach, promise, revise, series, study, study hard
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The world ain’t as half as bad.
Thursday, February 4, 2010

"Spongebob: What do you usually do when I’m gone? Patrick: Wait for you to come back."
- Sponge Bob Square Pants
I had a productive day today! And I'm so glad I studied. Plus, I got trigonometry! Finally. I was overjoyed in maths class today after I solved a trig question, checked the answer at the back of the book and got it right! I was extremely happy I started hugging Maggie. She thought I was nuts. But I got it after practicing so many questions from the textbook, so I'm vvvvvvv happy with myself.
History lesson was good as well. We have a new teacher, our old one left for Dubai. Nevertheless, the new teacher made me understand so much, and I had time to write notes.
During Art today we worked on our sculptures. Went up to the roof and scraped off the clay from our sculpture pieces. It was hard work. I scratched myself so many times, it hurt.
And I stayed back for Biology after school and skipped yoga after that.
Our car broke down so we took the office car. I hate that car. Smells like new cars which I cannot stand and in addiction, the seats are so low it makes me get a headache. I need to be able to see the road, or else I'll get dizzy. Call me weak...
I did my Biology homework and read through the topic: pollination. Then I proceeded to History and I studied. I mean, I read through my notes from Year 10 till now. Can you believe it, I spent a good one hour on reading up the notes. I'm so proud of myself.
So all in all today is a fabulous day, in regards to my academics. :)
I feel... good. I finally made good my words and revised. I shall update tomorrow, kinda busy right now.
And it's Friday tomorrow! My favourite day of the week.
Labels: Art, Biology, crazy, happy, History, hug, Maths, notes, productive, revise
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Give me a photograph to hang on my wall.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010

"For you, a thousand times over." -The Kite Runner
School was terribly stressed out today (just like yours). I was having a breakdown in Maths, when I didn't get trigonometry. The teacher totally sucks. And I had to study during break for Chemistry, which increased my stress. I felt like pulling my hair out and kicking the walls and screaming at the top of my lungs. It was as if a minor irritation would make me blow up.
But I kept my cool.
The Chemistry test was a disaster, which made me set up my mind (for the one millionth time) to study and revise and revise and revise and revise for the coming mock exams, which I always fail to do so. One day just passed by in a flash without any revision or important thing getting carved into my head. Life's like that.
I wonder if I should stop cribbing and actually look at the world and see how wonderful it is. I should get my brains working and really try memorizing all these formulas and definitions and whatnot. All along, my definition of 'studying for a test' was to sit with the notes in my hands and reading it once, twice and thrice if I have time, and that would take me about half an hour. It doesn't really get stuck in my head does it? So I would have wasted that 30 minutes of my life just reading for nothing. I don't apply it in tests, I don't apply it to real life even. What's the point, really? But sometimes we have to face it. Face reality, smell the coffee and wake up. If I really want to do well, then put my heart and soul into it and really work towards it. You work for what you earn. We're not a communist society (ha, history), we don't get paid the same amount whether we work or not. If you want more returns, then show them that that's what you deserve, work for it. Give it your very best. Well, this is life, whether we like it or not.
I really want to apply that on myself. I want myself to really study for what I want. And for now, what I want is to do well in the mock exams. Which I wonder how I'm even going to make it, not even halfway I guess. I shall use this post to keep reminding myself that I am supposed to be studying. Not just study, but pouring all these 'important details' (inverted for sarcasm) into my almost-rusting brain, which I need to oil up and start functioning again.
So this is what a blog is really for. Not to talk about your daily routine, but add some flavouring to as well. Like salt, sugar, pepper or anything of the sort.
If I want to do well, then work for it. Don't sit there and wait for the good grades to come flying in.
Labels: breakdown, Chemistry, exams, flavour, stress, test
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One more smile on your face.
Monday, February 1, 2010

Today was productive for me as well. School was pretty much the same. After school however, I worked on my Physics notes and did the homework. And there's this design competition where we're all compulsory to participate thus I completed my design. :) It took me 5 minutes, I'm a genius.
After that I studied for Chemistry test. I thought it's gonna be on Wednesday but I found out that it's tomorrow. Oh well, I'll be fine.
Headed for yoga afterwards. It wasn't bad, I enjoyed it.
So that's all for my daily routine. Mock exams are coming right up. I'm nervous.
Anyway, Sis is renovating her room! I'm so excited! And if you're asking me what business of mine is it that she's renovating her room, I'm telling you, cos' it's gonna be my room toooooo, for 9 months at least. :) I can't wait to see what the end product will be like. Warm little cosy bedroom...
I shall post again tomorrow, gonna hit the showers now.
Labels: Art, homework, Physics, productive, study, yoga
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So sing me a song I know all the words to.
Sunday, January 31, 2010

Final piece

Prep 1: Observation

Prep 2: Design

Prep 3: Design+Putting them together
So what do you think of my art work for the past couple of days for IGCSE Mock Art and Design? Guess which culture it comes from. If you guessed China, you're wrong. If you guessed India, you're even more wrong. If you guessed Egypt, then you're right. Which also means my design has Egyptian taste in it which makes me successful. Anyway this was taken after I spent 9 hours on the final piece in school on Thursday and Friday. The 3 prep work took me like more than a month but I'm glad its over!! Now I hope I can an A*.
And, it's meant to be a design for a cushion cover. :)
So I haven't blogged for the past few days. Been busy. Thursday and Friday were just Art, Art and more Art.
Friday after school, had stay-back for Physics. I was literally dying. I didn't get anything the teacher was talking about and as you all know, I have already given up on Physics. Thus I don't really care.
Then went to Lavinia's house. :) We marathon-ed Gossip Girl Season 3. At first I didn't wanna watch it cos I've stopped Gossip Girl after Season 2, but she forced me to watch it thus I did. It wasn't so bad after all. Especially when I get to drool over the hot guys and the fabulous clothes the girls have and how perfect they are.
At about 8, we went upstairs and watched Paranormal Activity. It was extremely scary. Don't watch it if you get the creeps. Alberto, Lavi's brother, joined us as well and at first he was saying how the movie sucks and everything. When the scary parts came, he got freaked out and scared haha.
After that we watched another scary movie called Mirrors. That one was even scarier. Alberto fell asleep, and Lavi ran off to go on Facebook when the scary parts came so I was sitting alone on the sofa cuddling the pillow getting all freaked out.
We went to bed at midnight.
Anyway I'm immune to scary movies cos' I forget the story or the scary scenes when I wake up the next morning, which is a good thing, teehee. :)
Got up at 6.30am cos' Lavi was going to school for cross country, which I chose to skip. She dropped me home and I switched on my tablet to check my mail before going to sleep on my big comfy bed. Woke up at noon.
Spent the whole afternoon watching Defeated Queen. Had a fever and my throat's burning. I have a really really really bad cough as well. Ugh, illness.
Took a nap after taking medicine at 7pm. Got up after 8 and went online and continued watching my dramas.
It feels like a Sunday. Weekend's almost over, darn it. I'm gonna spend tomorrow watching dramas and slacking. When the week starts, it's time to work hard cos' mocks are coming!! During Chinese New Year, great.
Labels: Art, drama, exams, fever, gossip girl, movie, scary, sick, sleepover
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